Life lately has been really..... low? Down? Let's just say it's not at its best.

This is a gentle reminder that there are things worth to be thankful for.

1. 10+ hours of sleep
2. Playing Mobile Legends and winning unexpectedly
3. Milk tea
4. Supporting small businesses
5. Discovering good small businesses
6. A very understanding and supportive partner
7. Painting my nails
8. Good Shopee finds
9. Big rebates
10. New friendships
11. Reminiscing
12. KFC's red hot chickernnn
13. Cooking meals at our staff house
14. Learning new recipes
15. Discovering new milk tea places
16. Finding my default SB drink
17. Packages
18. Finishing a series in one sitting lol

it's my 42nd day here in batangas and i haven't gone home since march 8.
this health crisis we've been experiencing has affected our lives so much, eh?

Here's my annual 2020 Bucketlist.. just to set a few goals and to keep track of my achievements.

being distracted from my bad emotions keeps me away from this blog.
i try to avoid all triggers as much as i can. it was effective. it was working especially during early october.

however, i discovered something more important.

hello everyone. it's been more than a month.
it's 12:06am and the only reason i am up is i'm at work and well, technically working.

i just want to share how things have been lately.. how i have been lately. you know, just to document my progress.

people keep saying that you can, you are capable, and you are more than what you think you are.
and your system just keeps on rejecting that concept.

as if they know you more than you know yourself.
sad. because they don't.

they say slow progress is still progress.

i just never expected my progress to be this slow.